dedicated to
a
(real) Saint,
whatching over me,
inspired by HER,
queen of all
heavens.
god appears as a woman
named
(imho
most likely)[1]IEVE[2]
or
(most believed™
atm?)
YAHWEH[3]
[(hebrew:
יהוה)
or
(arabic)
هوى(?)
for "love",
"passion",
"desire",
but she gives me a lot of versions
actually
(and kinda fools me 😂),
see below]
on the 25th of
the month of
Janus[5],
a. D.æ
1 or a. D.i
2026,
the end might get neigh for a cruel and
unjust
patriarchy.
[in the
in tempelhof]
i've
been an agnostic
my entire life,
devoting myself more to
technology and science than
thoughts about the
possibility of an
intelligent design of the world,
even though I always wondered why
anything exists at all.[6]
so i thanked the universe for
a beautiful fate all my life and
admired the karmic principal
i recognized,
but the biblical creation story,
in any case,
always seemed
(unfortunately)
illogical
to me.
until
february 22nd,
a. D.
2025,
when hate and cruelty of
(a) longtime cowardly,
misogynistic and somewhat
occult/esotheric
group(s) of (ultra-)nazi terrorists
from the shadows
(or
an
allegory for an unjust and
degenerated
patriarchy?)[7]let me
(in a sense of a compelling proof)
see god,
who appeared to me
as a woman however,
placing the creation story in a
somewhat different light from my
perspective.
and suddenly all the details of
this
true story here make everyting
logical
(to me)
and therefore
way more acceptable in a sense that
i know, SHE
IS
(always was and will ever
be):
this breathtaking universe
has a
name.
she has a plan and the
future looks more then
bright. ☀️
a small collection of signs of
divine nature
and their
interpretations by a
newcomer
(since easter monday of
a. D.i 2025)[8].
things i wasn't fond
(or not too interested)
of as well as own[9] thoughts
regarding faith
(as wip
and stc).
but 1st of
all:
everything here is just
my
two cents or a
description of very
fresh
experiences.
imho
and regardless if simon petrus,
1st bishop of the early
christians in rome,
basti bürgergeld of
reinickendorf in berlin or any
girl/woman in the world: no one ever shall tell thou what
to believe,
to think,
to know[10],
to do nor
to let
be[11].
she gave you everything you'll
ever need.
should you wish for an advice one day,
just ask your
mother(s)
in direct line
with eve,
created by
(and probably having
a lot of)HER⚠️ct[12].
the holy ghost appears
(to me) as a woman
(and "mother"?),
not only to pour the story of creation
with sense
(for me),
but to show me that
where there is
aesthetics[13],
"evil"
can hardly
be.
furthermore,
the determining and
causative
"gender" is
female[14],
eve
is not made from a rib of a man,
imho
it's almost the other way
round,
the most "original bible"
writes עלצ
(zela)
in hebrew,
which can mean rib,
but also side.
the "first" human being is called adam,
"in the original hebrew of genesis,
אָדָם
(Āḏām).
it is believed that the word is
connected to
אדמה
(adamah, meaning "earth"),
soil from whence God
created adam as
described in
genesis II."[15]
i am d'accord with the idea,
that this first human being had
no gender at all.[16]
why should it?
on a metalevel,
it doesn't make sense
(on the very 1st
step).
only on a 2nd step,
there's one "side" taken from that
first human being,
to forge/shape the woman,
which is then defining the
other side(s) on a
3rd step:
«eve» in hebrew is
חווה
(Ḥawwāh)
and is most commonly
believed
to mean "living one" or
"source of life"[17]
from the root
חיה
(ḥāyâ),
eng. "to live",
from the semitic root ḥyw,
arabic حياة.[18]
biology also
reflects this idea:
the 24th chromosome of the
male human
(#TODO mammals at
all?)
is euphemistically
called the y
chromosome,
although there's more than
just missing one leg.
it's actually severely
degenerated
[note:
something i cleary recon in
my daily life
😏][19]
and will likely
morphe/seperated
out over the next few million
years.[20].
and here it gets
interesting:
why isn't there a matriarchy,
when ..
there is but one
god[dess][21],
creating you
in HER
own image[22]?
(btw:
which you please show like a
portrayal,
not like a toy puppet
(when not at
play 😎),
to not insult her
stunning
work,
😍)
it almost seems as if
SHE's
asking,
how it could happen,
that there is one sex,
which is
dominating the
others.
physical
dominance?
cruelty?
maybe.
but what else?
there isn't much more,
imho.
sure:
«it takes two to tango»,
or ..
is the bible made for us dudes?
and everything around some kind of
betrayal?
where are the female sinners?
ten righteous ones? (and the mothers?)
nowadays bible
(derivatives)
is (are) for sure exciting,
but bizarre too. SHE gave me the
idea that less then three
percent are
HER
"word",
the bible might be the best
contempoary
collection of early notes
regarding everything
devine,
but when Moses
(very well?)
might not even got
HER name,
i wouldn't call it
"the word of god". HER
"word"
for sure is in it,
but finding it might be the
hardest
(and most exciting?)
thing.
HER
biblical[1]name
is «יהוה»[23]SHE said
it a lot of times,
exodus
20:2 and the famous 1st
commandment from
exodus
20:3:
meaning:
"And God said to Moses,
«Ehyeh-Asher-Ehyeh, ..»
[note:
"modern" bibles translate this
as
«i am
that i
am»]
continuing,
«Thus shall you say
to the Israelites,
Ehyeh
sent me to
you.»”
meaning "i
am",
which doesn't make any
sense,
but could have very
well been a term,
Moses
pretty sure would have
expected,
when asking God for its
name:
«EHYeH»
⇨
«IEVE»
or
«YaHWeH».
maybe he just
misunderstood,
under stress,
hunger,
fatigue,
when
finding
its/HER
"word" is
difficult
enough,
to say the
least?
[note:
but i have to admit,
i kinda love Moses for
such a slapstick
moment
😂]
and i am pretty sure now,
"HER" name means
«the
passionate»
or «zealous
one»
(dt.: „die
passionierte”,
„die eifrige”),
gets translated by modern
english bibles with
«for you shall not
worship any other god,
for the LORD
[note:
it is written
«YHWH»],
whose name is jealous,
is a jealous
god.»
or:
whose name means
«zeal»,
a zealous
god.
arabic h.w.y
(هوى)
roots here?
where the word hawaya
(هوايا)
derives from.
meaning
"love",
"affection",
"passion",
"desire".[25]or in short:
«love»?
HER color seems to be golden
light?
indicating
HER presence
of that singularity
of a local spatio-temporal
accumulation of
(a vanishingly small?)
part of her
ego/entity?[26]
so-called monogamy can evolve
adversely
(especially for the
female),
because it can interfere
with
(natural/evolutionary)
selection[30]
there seems to be no
prescriptive
prudishness
at all.
on the contrary:
whatever pleases everyone
involved
(even indirectly)
is welcome
(with exceptions)[31],
as long as it is aesthetic[13] and
contributes to joy.
the halo/gloriola
of the so-called saints seems to be a
"natural" phenomenon and
cannot be declared.[32]
#TODO marian devotions as some kind
of a substitute religion in the south..
#TODO just kidding:
what does it mean when the soul weighs 21
grams and the answer to everything is
42? 😃
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on the 25th of
the month of
Janus[5],
a. D.æ
1 or a. D.i
2026,
the end might get neigh for a cruel and
unjust
patriarchy.
